Sorry

Seems to love but only in the day time

When things are easily visible in the daylight

Runs away when I am mourning

And tries to come back when there’s joy.....

Oh...

I get it,

Joy comes in the morning.

Why stick around ‘til the sun goes down?

If you know what’s coming?…

If it rains a little bit, you’re already drowning.

Just not fit for the job, I guess

Or maybe you just don't want to clean up a mess

A mess you didn't make

Solving issues you didn't create

Glueing parts together that you didn't break.

I get it.

Dodge the opportunity of making a mistake

Or stick around and wait,

It’s a chance we have to choose to take,

Or not......

Being alone is an option.

It sure makes you have great instagram captions.

That's all people care about anyway.

A happy soul posts pictures of food, and bridges, and maybe flowers,

A sad soul posts pictures of black screens with the late hours

Always with a certain time.

Always writing from their heart

things that don't need to rhyme

Because it just makes sense

And it talks to the deepest parts of the soul

We learn something we didn't know

We read things we don't comprehend.

They pour out words that only their hearts can understand

The truth of a sad soul is that it always smiles in the light.

Being the light

For others,

Other than themselves.

Internally bleeding like nobody else

Making light

Of other’s problems

Making them feel like they can get through their worries

While all along having their own set of stories.

Walking around feeling sorry. Saying sorries.

Sorry.