Still Breathing

I feel like I’m drowning...
I almost hit rock bottom but then I was brought to reality...
I woke up and realized I’m still breathing,
so I haven’t even gone under yet, apparently
Apparently I’m still above water
And I was reminded to just keep swimming..
Reality ..

Apparently.

Beautiful lines keep me alive .
They keep my blood running to mind.
Ignoring my heart and keeping my mind from pressing rewind.
We just press the forward button
My eyes focused on what I set them on.
Everything from before comes out as lyrics and songs,
Eventually.
Loving my life, living my life shamelessly.
Loving my life, living my life successfully.
Eventually

-Jaqueline Herrera

Marks on her Heart

Marks on her forearms like I've never seen

The marks go up to her shoulders and places that can't be seen

Like on her heart much deeper than the ones on her skin

Oh love, where have you been?

Where have you been for this woman I see

She's fine while I watch her watching me

But what happens behind the scenes?

I just want to approach her and tell her I love her

I don't even know her but I know what hurt her

Love.

or the lack thereof.

You've been stuck in this room in your head that you can't get out of .

Head down, bowed down to the devil

Straight down, that's how he gets you

Look up to the one, that's your refuge

Look up to the one, He can save you!!

I know what you see looking at me doesn't match up to what I'm sayin

But best believe when I'm feeling your pain, I'm down on my knees prayin

With much love to the girl on bart

Wherever you are

Wherever you go

-Jaqueline Herrera

R.I.P Tito

It’s been almost a month since Tito passed away. Tito passed on September 18, 2017. Things have not been the same since. We used to feel comfortable leaving the doors unlocked because we knew that he would tear anyone up that tried to come in the gate, now we have to lock the front door because Rambo won’t hurt anyone 😂

The other day, I had cops show up at the front door accusing me of animal cruelty. I couldn’t believe it. When I refused to give them any further information, they called for backup!!!! I was like, “seriously, go save a life or something.”

Could not believe it... ridiculous.

R.I.P Tito ♥️ 09.18.2017